Thanks all you three! You guys made my day.

Some people call it bad day when they have rough time on that day.  I am not sure if I want to call it bad day but I had some rough time yesterday. Injured myself twice. Faced racial discriminatory expressions also twice. Believe me such things happen very rarely but somehow it happened many times yesterday.  

But there were beautiful moments as well in evening time. I went for a walk with a friend on coastal side. Saw some sea creatures, like crab, star fish, kina and jellyfish. Thank you very much my friend for your company.

Cooked dinner with friend. Had some interesting conversations! Food was awesome! Thank you very much for cooking dinner with me.

It was end of the day. I said good bye to my friends with warm hug. Few incidents were still making me feel kind of sad. I was bit worried what if I don’t get proper sleep. 

I was walking towards my room to sleep still having these thoughts.  Suddenly I saw my friend is walking towards me. My mood changed immediately. I was super excited to see my friend. My friend offered me a cup of tea, spend some time and had some conversations. It was very comforting to see you and spend time with you. Thank you for warm hug. I think I needed one!

My friend my joy

 You recognize my smile which is hiding behind my tears. 

You can see the loneliness hidden inside me.

You fill ray of hope in my pessimistic cloud.  

You use your colors to create rainbow of clarity over uncertainty. 

You are a beautiful truth of my life.   I no longer feel alone when i am with you.

That’s why I say my friend my joy.

You are in my thoughts.

Since last few days I am thinking a lot about you.  I could feel and sense the change in my heartbeat when I think about you. I feel warmth inside my heart when I close my eyes and I see you smiling. We haven’t spent much time together but whatever little time I spend with you; every moment is unforgettable beautiful dream.   I see an aura with you; aura is layered with many colors of hope, love and future.  Somehow I feel that you are the one.  Not sure if this is just an attraction. But the same time I also think why I am attracted with you not with anyone else in such a long time. I think being attracted to you might lead me to a path of our destiny. 

I have added the picture of my clay work. First time I have done clay work with the help of my friend. I did not know what I am making; there was certainly inspiration from my friend’s clay work. I had no plan or design in my mind when I was doing this clay work;   there was only one thing in mind and it was you. This flower came out as my work while floating into my thoughts with you. 

I don’t know why suddenly I have this feeling and I don’t want to impose my feelings on you. I know you will understand that it’s not easy for me to control myself from having feeling for especially a wonderful person like you. It all started over a cup of tea with you. I want to be part in your journey of freedom. I want to walk together. I want to capture your expression in my long lasting memory. I feel you are a free spirit and I don’t want to jeopardize your freedom. Please don’t be worried about my feelings. I will be fine as long you are happy.

Stay happy and stay blessed.